Truth…?

Truth is free from patterns. Truth is free from everything as we know it to be the truth, of which is only from our conditioned mind to begin with.

Truth is flexible, adaptable, pliable, full of movement, twists and turns, it’s alive, free flowing, immeasurable, everlasting, sustainable only within our own minds and never external from it; truth is freeing, truth never conforms, set standards or engage man in any rigid rules and laws of society and the even the world at large because, after all, as Krishnamurti puts it, “We are the world. Whatever we are, the world is”.

I ask myself all the time now “what is my truth?” If it is nor to be found or sought, then what? If my truth already exists within me, if the truth is already inherently who I am, then who am I? If I am somebody beyond my ego, the conditioned life, my past experiences, my very own thoughts and beliefs…”if” I am somebody beyond all of that, then…who am I? How do I explore this question if the very act of questioning can lead me to answer through my ego, my conditioned mind? How else would I be able to answer this question? Is it possible to even answer such a question at all?

I find myself perplexed, confused, a tad bit frustrated and, at times, doubtful. It’s one thing to embark on a journey to self discovery and higher consciousness, but it’s a whole different story to sustain this motivation, to keep my mind fluid and free from conditioned thinking patterns and habitual perceptions. The truth is within me, I am the truth…so what is my truth? As I have reiterated the question above, who am I? If I am separate from my ego, from my past experiences, what does that leave me, as a person?